I wanted nothing more than to leave my 9 to 5. A tour or two between trying to stay alive. I never got the chance but it ain't over yet. I'll still be maudlin paupin', man, until I'm dead. Until I die I'm still going to try. I had a little dream a long, long time ago. I'm running out of steam but this is all I know. I'd rather kill myself than quit while I'm ahead. Should I keep ramblin' on or put this beast to bed and say goodbye? No, I'm still going to try. I know it's a waste of time but I don't care.